Here

In my bed:

2:36 - the worthless shit head circles in
this bowl my skull of porcelain

Once again not living up
My white lotus buried under freezing mud
       Wasting time
       Wasting sleep
       Wasting life
       Wasting

Twenty thousand pin pricks of confusion
       Crawling down my skin.

 

Again: 

My hanging legs
Can not sleep
The knobs my knees
Like hardened turnips,
Knocking circuits:
      left side backside right side.

The flabbing belly respiring palms
(greedily ate too much)
Waiting for some hiss of gas
Neck enscarfed in nest of hair
Stupid restless brain a-thinking
Nothing useful.

 

Whisperings

Stupid worthless failure
Belly a bag of shit
Filled with burnt squash that I wrecked
      (Beauteous giant spaghetti
      From last year's keyhole)

Thoughts jumping shrieking warning
      That I'm not living up
      Become a bland lingerer
      Dourly robotful.